CockLocked

So horny. Feeling on the edge all the time. Not helped by inflicting a BC hood on my self.

Three months passed. Three months is always such a challenge. Far too horny to sleep.

Keep me locked just enough for freedom to be tantalising close, yet just beyond my reach. Let me think I can achieve the freedom I desire then just when I think I can have it you snatch it away with extra days, just because you can. 

Keeping Master happy this week included being his tea boy at work, cleaning his shoes ready for the weekend and giving him lifts to and from work.

Earned my freedom fro Christmas, but was locked up again on the 31st December. Already desperate. 

Yesterday was immense. I had a a lot depending on it. I had  been set the objective of completing a set of twenty tasks to earn my freedom from steel for my forthcoming holiday; as the idea of setting off airport security by wearing my device was not appealing to me.

The completion of these tasks coincided with me feeling the horniest and most submissive I have been in months, which turned out to be fortunate timing. 

Tasks included shaving all my body hair, wearing my rubber suit under my street clothes, wearing a t-shirt displaying my status and cleaning my Master’s shoes. I performed everything to his satisfaction and at the end of the evening he pissed over me. I have never had that done to me before. It was degrading and humiliating, yet somehow my submissiveness made it not only possible, but also feel completely appropriate. 

I caught a taxi home steaming from the warmth of the urine in the cold night air and reeking of my Master’s piss. Partly from exhaustion, partly from drink, I fell asleep wearing the piss-soaked clothing and have woken this morning still wearing them. I feel exactly what my t-shirt says…”owned”. 

Far too horny today. Concentration on the work I need to complete is impossible. I have no idea how I will make it to my target date. 

Trying to go from three or four orgasms per day to none in one go was a big mistake. I have hardly slept since with my cock still trying to escape its confines several times each night… so much pain! The frustration is driving me mad. How on Earth did I manage this last time?

First full day was yesterday. Really tough going from at least two or three orgasms a day to none. My cock is really struggling coping with its imposed restrictions… a painful and restless sleep.

I had forgotten what it is like. My cock had become so used to freedom in its nightly routine. Last night was restless agony each time my cock tried to escape its confines.

Somehow I resisted reaching for the keys, but from tomorrow I hope they will be beyond my reach anyway.

I had truly forgotten how little room there is inside this tube!

I’ve just locked up my cock for the first time since July. I’d forgotten how much I miss this. My cock has forgotten how to stay relaxed and is causing me pain as it strains against its steel confines. Suffering.

Seem to be turned on by absolutely everything at the moment. Hardly slept at all last night through discomfort, desperation and pain. NEED to cum.

Yes, Day One again… I came yesterday.

Approaching the all important three month barrier. This has always been tough and tis time is no different. Insanely horny all the time, yet loving the desperation. I have no desire to be allowed to cum yet. I’m always so submissive at these times and long to be punished for the most trivial of actions (or non-actions) so that the situation seems more and more hopeless.